I woke up today and it was so beautiful outside.. sun shining in, hondo on the window sill, the fan blowing, the boy getting ready for work.. I was relieved because I had eggs in the fridge to fry and a clean coffee pot to brew into. The boy left for work, gave me a kiss, we knew we wouldn’t see each other until the next time we woke up again, so we said goodbye. I made my coffee and my eggs, watched two episode’s of sex and the city, took a grav, turned on blonde redhead, and started the dawning countdown to my undefeated job, where I feel total anxiety and frustration.

Got ready, walked down to the shop, to start my ten hour day..

Back home and burned my hand on the pot making ramen noodles.. talked to my mom on the phone while drinking monkey bay white wine and smoking camel lights.. watching the time to countdown how many hours I can sleep until the next work day starts.. don’t give a fuck tho, because I can do whatever the fuck I want, and this is the shit im in right now.. gotta fuckin deal wit it.